Healing invisible scars from a relationship with your difficult mother doesn't have to be a final destination. Each moment of life is precious and should be lived with joy.

There is light to darkness, happiness to unhappiness, but joy has no opposite – it's everywhere. What you need to find joy are willingness to accept things as they are, curiosity, and some help. 

I can help you to heal and find joy. Don't keep your life on hold waiting for a better future, live a joyful life here and now.